seek

i feel like it's one of those days when everything starts to go wrong...precedence, small coincidences that have been dismissed as inconsequential...my heart feels like it is being crushed as i scramble to make sense of the circumstances that have recently occurred. To whom do i point the blame? Who can stand up and confidently say "herein lies the reason and the reason is simple"? Not I. Speculation has grasped my mind driving away rationality. How i oftentimes long for the swift destruction of finality. But nothing can ever be that simple, can it?